Hi boys and girls

The last 12 days were quite special... 2007 sucked but 2008 will be AWESOME

I'm hungry but I can't eat 'cause I'm feeling bad
I'm tired but I can't sleep
...
Maybe you're all I need?

Well... now lets tell the story

I was in Linz and Vienna the last days...spent them with my girlfriend and it was a lot of fun... sex,drugs and tek parties included.

There are many things running trough my mind the last weeks and I just wanna share them.
It's quite strange and frightening how most of the people out there are living there lives...
god damn... Why everybody's running around like a semi-robot rabid dog the days before christmas only to buy some "awesome" presents for their beloved?
A present you buy in a store doesn't contain any kind of feeling or love which should be shared in christmas time... Why's nobody simply spreading love around in those times? Why's everybody saying "I love you" but never ever showing it? Love is hard work I think... but it doesn't matter if it's a kiss, a warm lovingly hug... All those "lovestory movie crap" is running all day long on TV and in cinemas to show us how it should or could be...

Maybe we forgot how to love? I think so!

And yeahh... I miss my gf... Those long-distance relationships really suck..
I feel sad because I don't see her for a few weeks but on the other side I'm happy to meet her again... anticipation rockz

Now lets stop that brainfucking sentimentally crap about my life

I wish everybody a wonderful year!!! Take care and show love to those who deserve it

regards
Tommy